Thursday, January 24, 2008
#190
"the early investigators reported that for children under the age of 10 years or so, the separation of death was understood in terms of more familiar partings; death was seen going away, either to heaven or to some place designated especially for dead people (the cemetery, the coffin) and the dead were conceptualised as continuing live in that other place.."
psychology is so cool! i used to think so too..that the dead goes to heaven and life continues as usual. i even thought wat occupation i wanted to be when i go to heaven..well in my version of heaven people were allocated jobs you see..
and you know blogger now comes in arabi, hebrew and some other language.
"the early investigators reported that for children under the age of 10 years or so, the separation of death was understood in terms of more familiar partings; death was seen going away, either to heaven or to some place designated especially for dead people (the cemetery, the coffin) and the dead were conceptualised as continuing live in that other place.."
psychology is so cool! i used to think so too..that the dead goes to heaven and life continues as usual. i even thought wat occupation i wanted to be when i go to heaven..well in my version of heaven people were allocated jobs you see..
and you know blogger now comes in arabi, hebrew and some other language.
what we could have been, 1:09 AM.
Friday, January 18, 2008
#189
my tuition kid asked how come my hair suddenly grew longer.
"oh i made it non-curly so its looks longer"
"did you put fake hair?"
"haha what does fake hair look like?"
"my friend says girls who have long hair attact guys" and she had this sheepish laugh like a guy topic was forbidden.
haha "oh...how does your friend know?"
i read somewhere that adults are attacted to children because they have the kind of innocence that we do not see often and have lost at some point in our lives. i agree.
my tuition kid asked how come my hair suddenly grew longer.
"oh i made it non-curly so its looks longer"
"did you put fake hair?"
"haha what does fake hair look like?"
"my friend says girls who have long hair attact guys" and she had this sheepish laugh like a guy topic was forbidden.
haha "oh...how does your friend know?"
i read somewhere that adults are attacted to children because they have the kind of innocence that we do not see often and have lost at some point in our lives. i agree.
what we could have been, 2:07 PM.
Monday, January 14, 2008
#188
to ms gong li
lolx i used this name cause i believe only you will know who im referring to
im sorry for all the times i've been so insensitive and disappointed you so many many many times. but i hope you believe me that i didn mean to. remember the incident that you needed to do some communication work between me and xiaojia. haha im not sure if you remember what caused it but well..haha this kind of things happens to me alot cause sometimes im really not sensitive enough even though i've been trying. and sometimes i get too carried away with my own emotions sometimes icant seem to see these things. or may be because my eyes are always closed when i laugh i cant see these things. haha like u always say. and i laugh half the time.
but i really didn mean it. only reading it from you that i found out how many times i didn mean to hurt but i did it or even pissed you off. reading it from your point of view makes me think that im disgusting too. and i realised how childish i was. haha.
for the novena thing..i cant remember anymore. but i remember i was late and you covered it up for me. i think i was pissed about the efilling thing cause no one haha was free enough to be in-charge of it. and so i volunteered and when i asked the bod for someone to accompany no one wanted to do it cause they all were busy with their school work. you know when it's like even though i dont study alot but i was still pissed that they are like jus throwing the job to me. haha. im sorry abt that. 'the rest really sux'. i agree. haha.
and about Mr tong's incident im not sure if i managed to explain to it to u. but it wasn cause you couldnt help. no one could help cause it was my fault. and she happened to be there because she was involved in it together with me. and knowing her she called mr someone along that's why you saw the three of us there that day. im sorry i made you so pissed.
sometimes my mum is just getting on my nerves. she was dying to bring this boyfriend topic into the conversation with my relatives she told them i went on a diet for my boyfriend. and that day she was just asking me why dont gain as much weight as before anymore eating fatty meat and chocs so much. i know her memory is bad but shes driving me nuts.
i cant even imagine how far this stupid story will spread. and great cny is coming.
this is the second time. i thought that chongming's incident was enough.
to ms gong li
lolx i used this name cause i believe only you will know who im referring to
im sorry for all the times i've been so insensitive and disappointed you so many many many times. but i hope you believe me that i didn mean to. remember the incident that you needed to do some communication work between me and xiaojia. haha im not sure if you remember what caused it but well..haha this kind of things happens to me alot cause sometimes im really not sensitive enough even though i've been trying. and sometimes i get too carried away with my own emotions sometimes icant seem to see these things. or may be because my eyes are always closed when i laugh i cant see these things. haha like u always say. and i laugh half the time.
but i really didn mean it. only reading it from you that i found out how many times i didn mean to hurt but i did it or even pissed you off. reading it from your point of view makes me think that im disgusting too. and i realised how childish i was. haha.
for the novena thing..i cant remember anymore. but i remember i was late and you covered it up for me. i think i was pissed about the efilling thing cause no one haha was free enough to be in-charge of it. and so i volunteered and when i asked the bod for someone to accompany no one wanted to do it cause they all were busy with their school work. you know when it's like even though i dont study alot but i was still pissed that they are like jus throwing the job to me. haha. im sorry abt that. 'the rest really sux'. i agree. haha.
and about Mr tong's incident im not sure if i managed to explain to it to u. but it wasn cause you couldnt help. no one could help cause it was my fault. and she happened to be there because she was involved in it together with me. and knowing her she called mr someone along that's why you saw the three of us there that day. im sorry i made you so pissed.
sometimes my mum is just getting on my nerves. she was dying to bring this boyfriend topic into the conversation with my relatives she told them i went on a diet for my boyfriend. and that day she was just asking me why dont gain as much weight as before anymore eating fatty meat and chocs so much. i know her memory is bad but shes driving me nuts.
i cant even imagine how far this stupid story will spread. and great cny is coming.
this is the second time. i thought that chongming's incident was enough.
what we could have been, 6:21 PM.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
#187
i miss my old hair.
i miss my old hair.
what we could have been, 3:06 PM.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
#186
sometimes when you're on the bus..and when its too crowded and there's no place to sit..sometimes you tend to look around at other people..sometimes you get lost in your own thoughts..
原来you knew about it when you said that..
当时你提醒了我，他已不是我的‘男朋友’了
把在复原的伤又剥开了
我想对你说他已经不是了，我们分手了， 但我说不出口
哈哈..it stunned me..totally..cause you never referred to him as that..i thought it was because you have moved on and it didn bother you the slightest to use the term..and didn put much thought to it..
可是，原来你说那句话时, 你已经知道了
我想你当时可能忘了吧
我有时真的真的迟钝到家，要等事情发生了很久以后才知道事情发生了，
要等被伤害一百年以后才知道对自己的伤害好像不这么简单
but this is how god is kind to me(: cause when i've figured out all these..it doesn hurt anymore. haha
and happy new year everyone:D
sometimes when you're on the bus..and when its too crowded and there's no place to sit..sometimes you tend to look around at other people..sometimes you get lost in your own thoughts..
原来you knew about it when you said that..
当时你提醒了我，他已不是我的‘男朋友’了
把在复原的伤又剥开了
我想对你说他已经不是了，我们分手了， 但我说不出口
哈哈..it stunned me..totally..cause you never referred to him as that..i thought it was because you have moved on and it didn bother you the slightest to use the term..and didn put much thought to it..
可是，原来你说那句话时, 你已经知道了
我想你当时可能忘了吧
我有时真的真的迟钝到家，要等事情发生了很久以后才知道事情发生了，
要等被伤害一百年以后才知道对自己的伤害好像不这么简单
but this is how god is kind to me(: cause when i've figured out all these..it doesn hurt anymore. haha
and happy new year everyone:D
what we could have been, 12:01 AM.
